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so there's this song called the greatest fall of all time and there's this lyric from it that rings true every time i hear it. and in response to said lyric, no, i'm not. you're better than that.
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[10 Jul 2007|07:58pm] |
So Steve and I finally had our "hearing" for our misdemeanor charges of "unlawful dealing with a child" which makes us sound like perverts, but in reality is for providing minors with alcohol.
All the minors got a 75 dollar fine and their record cleared after 6 months of good behavior.
So we figured we'd get about a hundred dollar fine(which is what we paid for our bail) and probation.
Well, we went in really nervous and got even more nervous when our lawyers showed up. Well my lawyer went into the judges chamber, and shut the door. And then Steve's lawyer got there and went in with them.
They came out, and then she took me aside, and his lawyer took him aside.
So our "hearing" was more like a quick meeting with our lawyers.
Anyways, we figured we were going to get off, but didn't realize we'd get off with as little as we actually did.
We received ACDs, which is an Adjournment in Contemplation of Dismissal. It's a court action in NY where they let the proceedings stand while you complete some conditions. If you succeed, the charges are dismissed (that's what they were contemplating). If you violate it, they may proceed with the original action.
In other words, we didn't get a fine, probation, or anything of the sort. We received a check for a hundred dollars which we paid for bail. All we have to do is stay clean for 6 months and the charges disappeared.
Freakin' sweet dude. Freakin' sweet.
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[16 May 2007|12:53pm] |
So guess who finally got his license after 22 years of living?
Yep. Ha.
First try, too!
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[08 May 2007|09:43am] |
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Steve let me drive his car the other day. Man it's pretty freakin' sweet.
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[01 Dec 2006|07:03pm] |
So, I just got back from my doctor's appointment.
He prescribed Zoloft.
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[13 Nov 2006|03:14pm] |
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Yay
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[11 Nov 2006|11:39am] |
So last night was my "Birthday Bash" and it was pretty much the best birthday I've had in a LONG time. I mean..It's not my birthday yet, but the party was fun fun fun. It's the first time I've really had a group of people get together for my birthday since I was like, 6.
I had way more people go than I thought. We went to Applebee's and then went bowling.
Attendees were:
Steve Hoyt
Kimmie
Alicia
Abbigail
Me
Bearclaw Steve
Nolan
Megan
Amanda
Rob
Steph
Charlotte
Dale
Ashley
Steve Laska
Anthony
Jonna
I just wanted to say thanks to eveyone who came and will read this...which pretty much means thanks Alicia.
<333333333333333
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[16 Sep 2006|10:17pm] |
I guess you don't ever really know someone no matter how much you do or how long you've "known" them.
It sucks that some people are like this; putting on their facade when you're around, and then removing it the second you walk away.
If you don't like someone, you should just tell them. Why pretend you do? Who does it help, really? Nobody. You're better off just telling them you don't care for them. That way they don't have to bother hanging out with you all because they think you're a friend of their's, when in fact you really cannot stand them.
And we know. We know what you said. The both of us know. Trust me, it hurts. It really does. All along we thought you were a friend of our's and not just because of the circumstances presented...because we thought you enjoyed hanging out with us.
But now it feels like you were "forced" to hang out with us. That because your boyfriend wanted to hang out with his brother and his girlfriend, you were "forced" to do the same. If you didn't want to because you can't stand us or our relationship, then why didn't you just stay home? If you hate us THAT much, then why didn't you just say, "Listen, if you want to go hang out with them, then do it. But I will not be forced to tag along." Cause trust me, we all know that he would have stayed home with you. I wouldn't have seen him; I know it. You know it. HE knows it.
And you, I cannot believe you. Someone talks crap about your loved ones and you're so blind; so naive. You don't give TWO SHITS. These are people you were raised with. People you've known all your life. And now they don't care, because she hates them.
And you know what, I knew it all along, but I never seemed to care because I thought I had immunity. And you know what else, that was wrong of me. It really was. But the sad part is now that I've figured out that immunity doesn't exist, I care. I really do. I'm REALLY upset. I thought I knew you better than that.
You're treated like crap 95% of the time I'm with you guys. Not just with the subject of the previous couple of paragraphs, but by this person's family as well.
And what do you do when you're told to not talk? You laugh and pretend it's okay. But I know that deep down it hurts. I was treated like this in the past, and you know what, I overcame it. I am happier than I have EVER been right now, despite what either of you two think or want to believe. Last time we hung out with you two, you were treated like a piece of garbage by 2/3rds of the people that were there, and one who should never treat you like that. You laughed the whole time, but I could see it in your eyes how bad it hurt you. You're SO naive that you don't want to admit that it hurts you, because you think she'll get mad at you or hate you.
The fact of the matter is, she's talked crap, and done SO much crap to so many people that none of them are fans of her's anymore. And you know what, now that I know the truth, I'm slowly beginning to lean the way that Becky leant awhile back.
Seriously. Get a hint.
I'm not saying pick a side because that's stupid. I'm not saying I'm mad at you; rather disappointed. All I'm saying is open your eyes. Realize that one person is usually going to be more wrong than a whole group of people. You can't feel the same way someone else does just because she'll get mad if you don't agree.
Speak up for yourself. Speak up for your FAMILY. Do you really dislike Megan? Do you really not like your parents that much? Or do you feel forced to think like her. You don't have to, you know? You have a voice. You have your own brain. You have a heart, too. And it doesn't only beat for this one person. Deep down there should be room for other people. Deep down there should be room for you family. Your flesh and blood. But you know what? There really isn't, so it seems. And you know why? Yeah, you know why. We all know why, Sean.
Family is forever. Remember that.
You're my brother. You should care how happy I am, not put me down by agreeing with someone else's opinions on my relationship, girlfriend, or anything else about me.
I love you.
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[14 Sep 2006|09:35pm] |
I haven't written in here in FOREVER.
Anyways..
So, Megan was working at American Eagle for about two weeks and then found out she was only seasonal(expiring on September 30th), so she's been looking for a new job..especially since she's only getting like 5 hours a week.
Anyways, Anne Marie(my boss) called me into her office the other night and asked if I knew of anyone over 18 looking for a job, and I told her Megan was. She took down her name and stuff. I told her that everyone who works there already knows here, even most of the managers..even Amanda Carlson who's Anne's assistant manager.
So the next day, we went in to get my check, and Anne basically gave her a job on the spot. She has orientation on Monday.
We have the same availability so it's going to be freakin' sweet, since we'll get to work together..and now she'll know my co-workers as her own co-workers instead of just knowing them because they work with me.
This is exciting!
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[28 Jul 2006|11:40pm] |
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Adonis 0887: if i was gonna be gay, it would be with you
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[24 Jul 2006|09:49pm] |
they couldn't have told me that it would be like this...
that it could be like this for you
I wish I would have known that it could be like this...
that it would be like this on you
I know your hurting
I know your reaching out
I'm sure you wonder
what this is all about
you couldn't ?sweat for?
for whats been done to you
I'm sure you feel it
you know I feel it too
sometimes the hardest things in life
are the things we have to do
and even when we feel it's right
I never wanna hurt you
It's never simple
deciding what should be
theres still a vote here
when your an absentee
you could be angry
but your a bigger man
we know your'll make it
never forget to stand
you've always been
you always will
you've always been a part of me
you'll always be a part of me
you'll always be a part of me
you'll always be a part of me
you've always been a part...
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[17 Jul 2006|06:12pm] |
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. (I miss a lot of people.) |
× I don't watch much TV these days. |
× I own lots of books. |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (Contacts..) |
✓ I love to play video games. |
× I've tried marijuana. |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. |
✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| × I curse sometimes. (Hardly EVER.) |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... )
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[25 Jun 2006|11:12pm] |
So..here's a conversation I had with my mother on AIM. FUN!
puddin11862: i emailed Kenny Rogers for a backstage pass
My Clock Is Down: huh???
My Clock Is Down: to what?
puddin11862: we are taking grandma and grandpa to his concert at Chautauqua institue in August
puddin11862: so, i meailed him and told him i knew his nephew and he had been to my house
puddin11862: and i would like to have a backstage pass for the concert to meet him again
puddin11862: I emailed him on myspace
puddin11862: all he can do is say no
puddin11862: i know, you are laughing at me and telling megan
puddin11862: i told him too much info
puddin11862: like his nephew's name
puddin11862: and his sister's name
puddin11862: and what he was driving that day
puddin11862: he'll know i'm not lying
puddin11862: i gavwe him my email addy
puddin11862: if i send an email thru myspace, he only gets an email, it doesn't get posted, right?
My Clock Is Down: I dunno what you're talking about
puddin11862: there was a thing on myspace that said email this person
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[15 Jun 2006|10:28pm] |
So I pretty much made a huge decision tonight.
Don't bother asking what it was, because..I don't want to say right now.
And it has nothing to do with my last post.
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[15 Jun 2006|06:26pm] |
And now another decision is on the horizon.
Oh life. Two big, key decisions I have to make very soon.
Life scares me sometimes. Even though neither of the decisions are actually scary.
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[15 Jun 2006|04:27pm] |
While perusing the Wal-Mart inventory last night, Megan and I ran into one of her friends, who just happens to work at Camp Onyahsa. Upon hearing of where he's been working, I bursted out with a, "That's my dream job! You're so lucky!"
When he heard that, he lit up and said, "Well, if you want to work there, I could get you a job TOMORROW." This made me the happiest person in the world. You see, for years I've dreamed of working at a summer camp for some ungodly reason. I've just always wanted to experience it. And considering I'm going to school in the fall and majoring in social work with the intent of working with kids, this would be HUGE for my future resume.
I want to do this more than anything.
And since you know there's always a but, I'll give it to you now.
But..
It's pretty much a 24 hour job. I would get 1 day off, and I would be able to see Megan maybe once a week instead of basically every day like it is now. No internet, obviously. You get paid less than minimum wage pretty much. I wouldn't be able to see my brother/parents ever. Softball season would go down the drain. I won't get to see Gina when she comes up in a month.
But..
It would be amazing for my resume. It's my dream job. Free housing and food. I REALLY want to. It would get me out of the hell-hole of a job I'm at now. It'd be perfect for a summer job where I could work long enough for school to start. Plus I was told that they can work around the school thing, meaning whenever I needed to leave for school, they can arrange it.
It just sucks because one of the cons byfar outweighs all of the pros. Call me stupid, I know, but it would basically be like me going to Fredonia sooner than August, and I've been enjoying my summer seeing her every day. I don't want to stop that.
I begged her to do it with me, but it's kind of selfish considering her current job is perfect for her major as well. She was considering it, and then we talked to her dad and he straight up told her not to do it because she owes a lot of money to her aunt. And I'm in the same situation, so I'm not too sure if it'd be a good idea, finance wise.
I don't know...
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[09 Jun 2006|03:47pm] |
Yeah.
I absolutely hate my work.
Not everyone. Just a couple people. Everyone else I love.
But it's just really getting on my nerves lately, and today it boiled over.
Fuck that place and it's politics.
Heaven forbid I'm the only guy who works every morning during the week. I guess it's too much to ask to be treated equally. It's really weird cause it's usually the girls saying this, but too bad I work in a female-dominated hell-hole.
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